You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
**
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away,
no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
**
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
**
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away,
no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
**
You never did give a damn thing honey
but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody
if I died, died for you...
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
Sunday, February 15, 2009
if i were a boy-beyonce
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me.
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
...
But you're just a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me.
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
...
But you're just a boy
how does it feel?
how does it feel when you have given everything
everything that you could have given,
but still it's not enough,
to get what you wanted?
how does it feel when you've tried your best,
with what you have,
but still it's not enough,
to be who you wanted?
how does it feel to be at the lowest point,
to feel so inferior,
and you could do nothing,
because you are nothing?
how does it feel to see the person you love,
unhappy and not satisfied,
as if he's stuck in a relationship,
with someone he doesn't really love?
how does it feel losing the battle,
and knowing that you're about to lose the war,
and that you're out of strategies,
and that you have to give up what you're fighting for.
How does it feel to really love someone,
who doesn't love you back?
everything that you could have given,
but still it's not enough,
to get what you wanted?
how does it feel when you've tried your best,
with what you have,
but still it's not enough,
to be who you wanted?
how does it feel to be at the lowest point,
to feel so inferior,
and you could do nothing,
because you are nothing?
how does it feel to see the person you love,
unhappy and not satisfied,
as if he's stuck in a relationship,
with someone he doesn't really love?
how does it feel losing the battle,
and knowing that you're about to lose the war,
and that you're out of strategies,
and that you have to give up what you're fighting for.
How does it feel to really love someone,
who doesn't love you back?
Saturday, November 22, 2008
clearance of the dirty mind
relieved?
hell YES i am!
because my senses are actually making some sense now.
Head's cleared of evil dark thoughts,
and now I'm just looking for the sunny side.
i developed a new way of thinking:
to NOT be afraid losing chances
eventhough it only comes once in a lifetime.
I guess I'm now a believer in the "everything is predestined" theory,
if it's meant to be, it's meant to be,
doesn't matter how, doesn't matter when,
you'll get it if it's for you
distance and time don't mean a thing.
if it's not, it just won't work no matter how hard you try.
You don't need to put efforts in destiny,
it will come to you eventually.
if it doesn't,
then maybe it's gonna come in your next life.
don't sweat the small things,
or you won't fully enjoy it.
life's ingredients are made up of many things.
You don't live with just one of them.
If one's lost, you won't die.
You still have the whole world to make up for that one lost ingredient.
Sometimes you hope for things,
and you don't get them.
It's okay,
better stuff will appear.
another thing,
don't change for somebody else.
change for yourself,
and make somebody else change for you.
;)
hell YES i am!
because my senses are actually making some sense now.
Head's cleared of evil dark thoughts,
and now I'm just looking for the sunny side.
i developed a new way of thinking:
to NOT be afraid losing chances
eventhough it only comes once in a lifetime.
I guess I'm now a believer in the "everything is predestined" theory,
if it's meant to be, it's meant to be,
doesn't matter how, doesn't matter when,
you'll get it if it's for you
distance and time don't mean a thing.
if it's not, it just won't work no matter how hard you try.
You don't need to put efforts in destiny,
it will come to you eventually.
if it doesn't,
then maybe it's gonna come in your next life.
don't sweat the small things,
or you won't fully enjoy it.
life's ingredients are made up of many things.
You don't live with just one of them.
If one's lost, you won't die.
You still have the whole world to make up for that one lost ingredient.
Sometimes you hope for things,
and you don't get them.
It's okay,
better stuff will appear.
another thing,
don't change for somebody else.
change for yourself,
and make somebody else change for you.
;)
Thursday, November 20, 2008
a little faith
There’s too much holes in the road that I'm trying to follow.
I don’t want to fall and get hurt.
I've played with fire before,
and indeed I got burnt.
Do I have to slow dance again,
in that burning room??
Only "No" seems to be right.
I don't want to catch fire,
with bare hands.
But...
a part of me still yearns,
for a similar slow, slow,
slow dance.
I learned that too much thinking can do you damage.
So from now on I’ll just go with the flow,
and see where the current brings me.
Wherever it would be,
I’m going to keep in mind,
that that’s the place God has destined for me,
and it’s the best place I’ll ever be,
if I make the most of it.
And if it’s not meant to be,
it’s just not.
I won’t sweat all over it.
I'm less restrained,
I'm more relaxed,
Now,
My head is clear,.
yeah,
Sure.
I keep telling myself that,
just to be logical.
I wish logic isn't such a big deal.
Because I feel stupid,
free falling for his ridiculous appeal.
No matter how hard I try,
I can't evade,
the desire and attraction,
to always put him on mind.
Maybe this feeling will change.
Maybe time will mold it for somebody else.
Maybe, maybe, no certainty.
In the mean time,
I'll just pretend that I'm blind,
and that I know the way,
to another sunny day.
And maybe,
maybe again,
everything will turn out fine. :))
I don’t want to fall and get hurt.
I've played with fire before,
and indeed I got burnt.
Do I have to slow dance again,
in that burning room??
Only "No" seems to be right.
I don't want to catch fire,
with bare hands.
But...
a part of me still yearns,
for a similar slow, slow,
slow dance.
I learned that too much thinking can do you damage.
So from now on I’ll just go with the flow,
and see where the current brings me.
Wherever it would be,
I’m going to keep in mind,
that that’s the place God has destined for me,
and it’s the best place I’ll ever be,
if I make the most of it.
And if it’s not meant to be,
it’s just not.
I won’t sweat all over it.
I'm less restrained,
I'm more relaxed,
Now,
My head is clear,.
yeah,
Sure.
I keep telling myself that,
just to be logical.
I wish logic isn't such a big deal.
Because I feel stupid,
free falling for his ridiculous appeal.
No matter how hard I try,
I can't evade,
the desire and attraction,
to always put him on mind.
Maybe this feeling will change.
Maybe time will mold it for somebody else.
Maybe, maybe, no certainty.
In the mean time,
I'll just pretend that I'm blind,
and that I know the way,
to another sunny day.
And maybe,
maybe again,
everything will turn out fine. :))
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
the great mother nature :))
Lately, nature never ceases to amaze me. From underwater to the highest point in San Francisco, my fascination to God’s great creations is never diminished. The ones I love most recently are places where I can feel the wind in my face; for a moment it wiped away all my worries.
Some of my favorite getaways are: Ocean Beach, Baker Beach, Hidden Lakes park, Twin Peaks, Pier 39, Treasure Island, the Zoo and the most recent, Sausalito : ) )
I used to love Treasure Island more than anything, but now, I’m totally infatuated by Twin Peaks and Sausalito! I could just waste one windy day in Twin Peaks and go nowhere else. I love it there!! It’s a great place to ponder and daydream; to just slip away from reality for a while. It feels like you’re on top of the lives of people that are revolving below you. And time suddenly seems to pass much slower as you watch those lives in silence, because when you’re in static, you seem to have all the time in the world.
I wish it was sunrise every time I go there. The sunrise in Twin Peaks is an amazing sight to behold. It’s better than any photographs and pictures on postcards. The crisp colors that adorn the sky are breathtaking. You'll watch in awe as the sky gradually changes color as the light of the sun begins to spread. You’ll feel that something inexplicable, a passionate feeling or a strong notion, rises inside you along with the sun. And you’ll face that day with that brand new feeling. And suddenly everything that happened that day just seems a little better.
Sausalito is something else. It’s a display of a small portion of our great ocean. At day you can see the blue waters glisten and the green hills adorned with an array of picturesque houses clearly. You’ll see boats cruising and people having the time of their life. There’s also a small dock loaded with private yachts to tote up the already magnificent view. The road on the hills slightly above the Sausalito Boulevard is also a great spot to take in this mind blowing manifestation of nature. I wonder how sunset would be like from that place. Must be adorable!! I've only been there once, but I just couldn't take my mind off the place. I want to go there again so badly.
*Sigh
I just love San Francisco..
I just love the great outdoors :))
Some of my favorite getaways are: Ocean Beach, Baker Beach, Hidden Lakes park, Twin Peaks, Pier 39, Treasure Island, the Zoo and the most recent, Sausalito : ) )
I used to love Treasure Island more than anything, but now, I’m totally infatuated by Twin Peaks and Sausalito! I could just waste one windy day in Twin Peaks and go nowhere else. I love it there!! It’s a great place to ponder and daydream; to just slip away from reality for a while. It feels like you’re on top of the lives of people that are revolving below you. And time suddenly seems to pass much slower as you watch those lives in silence, because when you’re in static, you seem to have all the time in the world.
I wish it was sunrise every time I go there. The sunrise in Twin Peaks is an amazing sight to behold. It’s better than any photographs and pictures on postcards. The crisp colors that adorn the sky are breathtaking. You'll watch in awe as the sky gradually changes color as the light of the sun begins to spread. You’ll feel that something inexplicable, a passionate feeling or a strong notion, rises inside you along with the sun. And you’ll face that day with that brand new feeling. And suddenly everything that happened that day just seems a little better.
Sausalito is something else. It’s a display of a small portion of our great ocean. At day you can see the blue waters glisten and the green hills adorned with an array of picturesque houses clearly. You’ll see boats cruising and people having the time of their life. There’s also a small dock loaded with private yachts to tote up the already magnificent view. The road on the hills slightly above the Sausalito Boulevard is also a great spot to take in this mind blowing manifestation of nature. I wonder how sunset would be like from that place. Must be adorable!! I've only been there once, but I just couldn't take my mind off the place. I want to go there again so badly.
*Sigh
I just love San Francisco..
I just love the great outdoors :))
Saturday, November 15, 2008
lovestar
alone i gaze out at the skys
and there’s two stars like your eyes
i think back to the days when you were mine
everything was perfect in that moment of time
i feel like nothing can take me back
to the days when nothing was in wack
you were everything to me
and now your gone how could this be
you were an angel sent from above
sent down for me to love
i remember when we were together
i thought it would last forever
i dont wanna see you leave
so cant you just stay please
i dont wanna live this life without you
because i can only think about you
when i was with you everything was right
losing was my fright
now that you left
nothing is for the best
i feel like that was my last chance
never again will i dance
i cry to bring you here
without you i fear
i fear the emotions i keep bottled up
all i wanna do is put them in a cup
to send them away
to ruin someone else’s day
on my parade it wont stop pouring
all my emotions are soaring
up and above to a different place
with a different face
to where no one can trace
where my emotions cant be chased
back in reality i cant make you mine
or get this life back in line
to me you were something more
than just a shell on the shore
more than just a star in the sky
you had a sparkle in your eye
you were more than a fish in the sea
cant you see?
you had something no one else had
just to hold you once i should be glad
for a while my dreams came true
there’s nothing else i can do
but sit and watch you fall in love with someone new
and there’s two stars like your eyes
i think back to the days when you were mine
everything was perfect in that moment of time
i feel like nothing can take me back
to the days when nothing was in wack
you were everything to me
and now your gone how could this be
you were an angel sent from above
sent down for me to love
i remember when we were together
i thought it would last forever
i dont wanna see you leave
so cant you just stay please
i dont wanna live this life without you
because i can only think about you
when i was with you everything was right
losing was my fright
now that you left
nothing is for the best
i feel like that was my last chance
never again will i dance
i cry to bring you here
without you i fear
i fear the emotions i keep bottled up
all i wanna do is put them in a cup
to send them away
to ruin someone else’s day
on my parade it wont stop pouring
all my emotions are soaring
up and above to a different place
with a different face
to where no one can trace
where my emotions cant be chased
back in reality i cant make you mine
or get this life back in line
to me you were something more
than just a shell on the shore
more than just a star in the sky
you had a sparkle in your eye
you were more than a fish in the sea
cant you see?
you had something no one else had
just to hold you once i should be glad
for a while my dreams came true
there’s nothing else i can do
but sit and watch you fall in love with someone new
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