God...
i pray to You,
asking for forgiveness,
as I know that I have sinned.
God...
i pray to You,
expressing my gratitude,
for the life that You've given.
God...
i pray to You,
asking for Your blessings,
and keep me away from evil.
God...
i pray to You,
thankful for the time You've given,
that I could use with my family and friends
God...
i pray to You,
help me to be strong,
to endure all life's trials.
God...
i pray to You,
keep my heart on Your track,
and open it to the less fortunate.
God...
i pray to You,
embrace everybody,
and keep them safe with Your guidance.
God...
God...
God...
i pray to You,
let the person I love,
love me back in return.
Amen.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
cold as you-taylor swift
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
**
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away,
no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
**
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
**
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away,
no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
**
You never did give a damn thing honey
but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody
if I died, died for you...
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
**
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away,
no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
**
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
**
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away,
no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
**
You never did give a damn thing honey
but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody
if I died, died for you...
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
...
I've never been anywhere cold as you
if i were a boy-beyonce
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me.
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
...
But you're just a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me.
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home
**
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
**
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
...
But you're just a boy
how does it feel?
how does it feel when you have given everything
everything that you could have given,
but still it's not enough,
to get what you wanted?
how does it feel when you've tried your best,
with what you have,
but still it's not enough,
to be who you wanted?
how does it feel to be at the lowest point,
to feel so inferior,
and you could do nothing,
because you are nothing?
how does it feel to see the person you love,
unhappy and not satisfied,
as if he's stuck in a relationship,
with someone he doesn't really love?
how does it feel losing the battle,
and knowing that you're about to lose the war,
and that you're out of strategies,
and that you have to give up what you're fighting for.
How does it feel to really love someone,
who doesn't love you back?
everything that you could have given,
but still it's not enough,
to get what you wanted?
how does it feel when you've tried your best,
with what you have,
but still it's not enough,
to be who you wanted?
how does it feel to be at the lowest point,
to feel so inferior,
and you could do nothing,
because you are nothing?
how does it feel to see the person you love,
unhappy and not satisfied,
as if he's stuck in a relationship,
with someone he doesn't really love?
how does it feel losing the battle,
and knowing that you're about to lose the war,
and that you're out of strategies,
and that you have to give up what you're fighting for.
How does it feel to really love someone,
who doesn't love you back?
Saturday, November 22, 2008
clearance of the dirty mind
relieved?
hell YES i am!
because my senses are actually making some sense now.
Head's cleared of evil dark thoughts,
and now I'm just looking for the sunny side.
i developed a new way of thinking:
to NOT be afraid losing chances
eventhough it only comes once in a lifetime.
I guess I'm now a believer in the "everything is predestined" theory,
if it's meant to be, it's meant to be,
doesn't matter how, doesn't matter when,
you'll get it if it's for you
distance and time don't mean a thing.
if it's not, it just won't work no matter how hard you try.
You don't need to put efforts in destiny,
it will come to you eventually.
if it doesn't,
then maybe it's gonna come in your next life.
don't sweat the small things,
or you won't fully enjoy it.
life's ingredients are made up of many things.
You don't live with just one of them.
If one's lost, you won't die.
You still have the whole world to make up for that one lost ingredient.
Sometimes you hope for things,
and you don't get them.
It's okay,
better stuff will appear.
another thing,
don't change for somebody else.
change for yourself,
and make somebody else change for you.
;)
hell YES i am!
because my senses are actually making some sense now.
Head's cleared of evil dark thoughts,
and now I'm just looking for the sunny side.
i developed a new way of thinking:
to NOT be afraid losing chances
eventhough it only comes once in a lifetime.
I guess I'm now a believer in the "everything is predestined" theory,
if it's meant to be, it's meant to be,
doesn't matter how, doesn't matter when,
you'll get it if it's for you
distance and time don't mean a thing.
if it's not, it just won't work no matter how hard you try.
You don't need to put efforts in destiny,
it will come to you eventually.
if it doesn't,
then maybe it's gonna come in your next life.
don't sweat the small things,
or you won't fully enjoy it.
life's ingredients are made up of many things.
You don't live with just one of them.
If one's lost, you won't die.
You still have the whole world to make up for that one lost ingredient.
Sometimes you hope for things,
and you don't get them.
It's okay,
better stuff will appear.
another thing,
don't change for somebody else.
change for yourself,
and make somebody else change for you.
;)
Thursday, November 20, 2008
a little faith
There’s too much holes in the road that I'm trying to follow.
I don’t want to fall and get hurt.
I've played with fire before,
and indeed I got burnt.
Do I have to slow dance again,
in that burning room??
Only "No" seems to be right.
I don't want to catch fire,
with bare hands.
But...
a part of me still yearns,
for a similar slow, slow,
slow dance.
I learned that too much thinking can do you damage.
So from now on I’ll just go with the flow,
and see where the current brings me.
Wherever it would be,
I’m going to keep in mind,
that that’s the place God has destined for me,
and it’s the best place I’ll ever be,
if I make the most of it.
And if it’s not meant to be,
it’s just not.
I won’t sweat all over it.
I'm less restrained,
I'm more relaxed,
Now,
My head is clear,.
yeah,
Sure.
I keep telling myself that,
just to be logical.
I wish logic isn't such a big deal.
Because I feel stupid,
free falling for his ridiculous appeal.
No matter how hard I try,
I can't evade,
the desire and attraction,
to always put him on mind.
Maybe this feeling will change.
Maybe time will mold it for somebody else.
Maybe, maybe, no certainty.
In the mean time,
I'll just pretend that I'm blind,
and that I know the way,
to another sunny day.
And maybe,
maybe again,
everything will turn out fine. :))
I don’t want to fall and get hurt.
I've played with fire before,
and indeed I got burnt.
Do I have to slow dance again,
in that burning room??
Only "No" seems to be right.
I don't want to catch fire,
with bare hands.
But...
a part of me still yearns,
for a similar slow, slow,
slow dance.
I learned that too much thinking can do you damage.
So from now on I’ll just go with the flow,
and see where the current brings me.
Wherever it would be,
I’m going to keep in mind,
that that’s the place God has destined for me,
and it’s the best place I’ll ever be,
if I make the most of it.
And if it’s not meant to be,
it’s just not.
I won’t sweat all over it.
I'm less restrained,
I'm more relaxed,
Now,
My head is clear,.
yeah,
Sure.
I keep telling myself that,
just to be logical.
I wish logic isn't such a big deal.
Because I feel stupid,
free falling for his ridiculous appeal.
No matter how hard I try,
I can't evade,
the desire and attraction,
to always put him on mind.
Maybe this feeling will change.
Maybe time will mold it for somebody else.
Maybe, maybe, no certainty.
In the mean time,
I'll just pretend that I'm blind,
and that I know the way,
to another sunny day.
And maybe,
maybe again,
everything will turn out fine. :))
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
the great mother nature :))
Lately, nature never ceases to amaze me. From underwater to the highest point in San Francisco, my fascination to God’s great creations is never diminished. The ones I love most recently are places where I can feel the wind in my face; for a moment it wiped away all my worries.
Some of my favorite getaways are: Ocean Beach, Baker Beach, Hidden Lakes park, Twin Peaks, Pier 39, Treasure Island, the Zoo and the most recent, Sausalito : ) )
I used to love Treasure Island more than anything, but now, I’m totally infatuated by Twin Peaks and Sausalito! I could just waste one windy day in Twin Peaks and go nowhere else. I love it there!! It’s a great place to ponder and daydream; to just slip away from reality for a while. It feels like you’re on top of the lives of people that are revolving below you. And time suddenly seems to pass much slower as you watch those lives in silence, because when you’re in static, you seem to have all the time in the world.
I wish it was sunrise every time I go there. The sunrise in Twin Peaks is an amazing sight to behold. It’s better than any photographs and pictures on postcards. The crisp colors that adorn the sky are breathtaking. You'll watch in awe as the sky gradually changes color as the light of the sun begins to spread. You’ll feel that something inexplicable, a passionate feeling or a strong notion, rises inside you along with the sun. And you’ll face that day with that brand new feeling. And suddenly everything that happened that day just seems a little better.
Sausalito is something else. It’s a display of a small portion of our great ocean. At day you can see the blue waters glisten and the green hills adorned with an array of picturesque houses clearly. You’ll see boats cruising and people having the time of their life. There’s also a small dock loaded with private yachts to tote up the already magnificent view. The road on the hills slightly above the Sausalito Boulevard is also a great spot to take in this mind blowing manifestation of nature. I wonder how sunset would be like from that place. Must be adorable!! I've only been there once, but I just couldn't take my mind off the place. I want to go there again so badly.
*Sigh
I just love San Francisco..
I just love the great outdoors :))
Some of my favorite getaways are: Ocean Beach, Baker Beach, Hidden Lakes park, Twin Peaks, Pier 39, Treasure Island, the Zoo and the most recent, Sausalito : ) )
I used to love Treasure Island more than anything, but now, I’m totally infatuated by Twin Peaks and Sausalito! I could just waste one windy day in Twin Peaks and go nowhere else. I love it there!! It’s a great place to ponder and daydream; to just slip away from reality for a while. It feels like you’re on top of the lives of people that are revolving below you. And time suddenly seems to pass much slower as you watch those lives in silence, because when you’re in static, you seem to have all the time in the world.
I wish it was sunrise every time I go there. The sunrise in Twin Peaks is an amazing sight to behold. It’s better than any photographs and pictures on postcards. The crisp colors that adorn the sky are breathtaking. You'll watch in awe as the sky gradually changes color as the light of the sun begins to spread. You’ll feel that something inexplicable, a passionate feeling or a strong notion, rises inside you along with the sun. And you’ll face that day with that brand new feeling. And suddenly everything that happened that day just seems a little better.
Sausalito is something else. It’s a display of a small portion of our great ocean. At day you can see the blue waters glisten and the green hills adorned with an array of picturesque houses clearly. You’ll see boats cruising and people having the time of their life. There’s also a small dock loaded with private yachts to tote up the already magnificent view. The road on the hills slightly above the Sausalito Boulevard is also a great spot to take in this mind blowing manifestation of nature. I wonder how sunset would be like from that place. Must be adorable!! I've only been there once, but I just couldn't take my mind off the place. I want to go there again so badly.
*Sigh
I just love San Francisco..
I just love the great outdoors :))
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