truth is..

You say things,
to defend yourself.
but you can never hide,
your true feelings.

you never really cared,

though I'm hurt and sad.
you just become mad,
when I cry.

You never really loved,
cause if you do,
you'd ask why I cry
and actually listen.

Instead you just say stop,
and get annoyed.
But you never really do anything,
to actually stop the tears from falling.

You just don't want to see my cry,
so I hold it all inside,
and I feel it burning all inside,
but you never really cared,
If I feel like dying.
You never really cared.

You just say you've tried,
but I never feel enough,
truth is you don't love me enough,
to really really try.

maybe you loved me before
but i can feel it fade away.

God,
keep me strong.